Journal-blog about my life as a heteroflexible male in an open relationship along with posts of various things that turn me on.
I’m more fully recognizing two halves of my mind that are competing with each other. On the one side, I want to just do fun frivolous nerd things like watch movies, read comics, and consume other pop culture silliness. On the other side I was to let all that go and focus on pursuing financial independence and spiritual evolution. One might say “Why not have both?” But they literally feel to be mutually exclusive